in silence....

most of the time i over think things, and that's one of the reasons why i love to write. thoughts that dont allow my mind to be in silence...' and i wonder at times why do i think so much?

last night i was out in a crowd but yet, i seemed so alone. a crowd, average of 60' people. but in a full of people i was sitting alone. my mind was in silence, and it felt so good. in the moment i though of nothing! in that night 3 people came up to me telling me :

'i admire you, you inspire me...you're a strong person',

'you're my sister, my best friend and i wouldn't trade you for anything, you've helped me become a better me, and you've gotten me closer to god, thank you!'

'thanks to you, Ive learned to forgive'

this speeches came into my ear down to my heart, when you feel you've failed to the world, but yet people see your mistakes as an 'inspiration'. life gave me a second chance, another reason to be here. at times i wonder myself, 'wow, I'm making it, how?', i look up to the sky with wonder and suddenly i hear a whisper in my ear, 'Ive helped you, you haven't done this alone..you've never been alone'. in this moment i come to a scene of silence, where the whole world stops turning, when my mind is in silence and my heart beats faster. a moment in where its just me, god and the world. when every sound fades, and i can only feel the breeze! in silence, my thoughts stop, and i can only smell, and feel. with no wonder, with no worry and just hope. its the best moment in my life<3