The first day of your new life..

The first day of your new life..
by Dheycie Luna on Sunday, September 19, 2010 at 11:33am

its crazy how young people seem to be dying more frequently. "live your life as its your last day of life?'; it's interpreted the wrong way. This phrase means to enjoy life, to enjoy the people around you; Not to take life for granted. The news is often showing how young people are dying in car accidents, getting shot and etc. Why are we living life in such a fast pace? Fake ID's? Illegal drinking? Unfortunately i lost 2 friends and a cousin...all of the age of 20. Lets live life as if it was 'The first day of our life's " rather than the last. its the first day of your second life opportuniy! No one knows when our last day will be.. but 'the last day of our life' should be lived as if it isnt our last day, time is being rushed by our actions.everyone lives it like the 'last day' ... will you rather be given another life opportunity? or a last day? Tomorrow isnt promised, but its something we should look foward to...Embrace those around as if it was thier last day. Lets hope for tomorrow by tracking down our actions, live at its time! :)

a fight against life!

living life is like being in a ring , and boxing against life blind folded. You dont see anything coming to you, all you feel are the punches and the pain. all you have is HOPE, FAITH, and STRENGTH. Hope, to give u vision in the darkenss ; Faith that whatever it is that youre fighting will be defeated; Strength, to pick yourself up after every knock out!

summer, ...

they're those who want you but know they can't have you, and they're are those who only want you when another has you!

i love to run, so you better learn how to catch me ! ;)

Sometimes the hardest thing to do is to let go, but its better to scrape of the pain than to deepen the wound.

lifestyle, is the way one lives their life. we all have a way to manage our life and walk down a path, not living under others expectations, criticism, or judgments. how would we have our own lifestyle if we let others control it? be yourself, do what makes you happy! live and learn.

when
youre with someone who doesnt make your life any better, it is as if
youre "pausing" your life, learn how to let go n press "play"

I love it when reality kicks in, the true colors , a clear vision, a perfect setting

its funny how life works, you go back into time and see how your mind has changed! things that impressed you once only entertain you now! life is ironic..♥

we are brought in this life alone, we leave this world alone; those around us make us feel alive, the person inside of us keep us alive, and the person above us gives us the elements to stay alive!

God allows you to go through stages in life because he knows you can. I am thankful for the support he has gave me to go through the most difficult situation in my life! God, Family & friends! I know I don't deserve everything the lord has gave me, but wow I'm grateful! I am strong, yes I am,! I've never realized it ti...ll I faced fear itself last night! I miss you girls(k&c)-my angels♥ words can't express how I feel...<3

just a thought.

Some things are meant to fail, not because we weren't 'good enough' or did something bad,but simply because it wasn't 'our time' to have 'it' or what is really ours is nearer than what we think. the right thing, always takes time. ...patience n faith.... Good night, God bless.

in a hospital bed...

.by Dheycie Luna on Wednesday, August 18, 2010 at 3:49pm.

there are times in which we tend to forget how good life has been to us; even if we just lost a job, or crashed our car, or maybe not even having money to pay rent. because even though times are rough we should be able to appreciate the things that do matter in life, like family, friends, GOD, or even our pets. placing our life into Gods hands, and also placing our faith into him, because its just a storm in which we need peace in. everytimne i get angry or dissapointed in a situation, i remember the day i was in the hospital, or how me and 3 freidns were all in the hospital the same night, to pick myself up and tell myself that the situations can always be 'worse' .we shouldnt need to be in a hospital bed , or see our loved ones there to tell them how much we love them n care for them. i am grateful to have what i do, i cant ask God for absolutely anything more. if you ever been in the hospital or visited a loved one, you know exactly the feeling i am talking about. looking at the world out of of a different window, a different view... changes your whole perception about life. dont wait till that day, to value what you have

a struggle

.by Dheycie Luna on Monday, July 12, 2010 at 9:28pm.

i cant sit here and say I'm independent when i live under my parents roof,
i cant lie and say its easy to be a full time worker and student when i stress at night to do homework,
i cant walk around like Ive let my past behind me, when at times my past is me joyful memories and makes me feel alive again.
i cant pretend like I'm always strong, when at night i feel so weak.
i cant lie and say Ive 'done this alone' because every night i thank god for staying beside me ,
i cant say that I'm fine' when sometimes i doubt myself and wonder if what i have build myself would take me far in life.
i cant deny that i find myself complaining about my physical features more than i should
i cant argue the fact that at times i love driving alone far and listen to music to get myself together,
i cant disregard the fact that Ive never been in love and that maybe i give up to fast in trying to make a relationship work;
But i have to admit what ever happens, or what ever i do, i will never lie to myself and pretend to be something im not. that like every person in this world i struggle to get myself together, to pay my bills, to find love, to make every day a better day, and because of the struggles i can say that one day i will be Independent, with a beautiful family, debts payed, but the struggles will remain.
struggles that allow me to enjoy my life, to better me, to make my life ' a little better'

in the last 5 minutes of your life...'

'in the last 5 minutes of your life, what would you like to say or do?'

this questions, was part of an assignment in my health class this morning. while i was finishing my 1st sentence, the teacher turned off the lights and said, "your time is up". my first reaction was "that wasn't 5 minutes!", with so much i still wanted to write, i realized the concept about this assignment; we cant wait for the last 5 minuted of our life to say and do what we want to do now. ironic!, because my second sentence was going to be 'to say all i wanted to say when i wanted to say it'. all my life, Ive thought more about others before me. i analyzed the situation to not say anything that would hurt others, but i keep my words inside. do we really need our "last 5 minutes" to do what we have been wanting to do?
when my teacher cut off the time, i was upset and angry in a way, because i wanted to keep writing, and it made so much sense, because our time is limited. we tend to believe we have the time to do it 'later', but in reality, we cant depend on the time, instead we have to take initiative to it when its necessary.

time is precious, its the only thing that once we have it in our hand, it keeps moving on, not returning any lost time. this assignment had a great impact on me, because Ive been giving another opportunity to live by god . Ive came into conclusion that i need to do all the things i need to, never leaving what i can do today for tomorrow, and to live the next minute as if it was my last.

my first sentence was, to get on my knees and thank god for the life and family he gave me. and that even though i made mistakes, and my life was a bumpy road, i became the person i am now, thanks to him, ive made it this far<3

another note on 'what we deserve'

Anybody can say 'I deserve better' but only those who know what they deserve act upon it, leaving what is not needed!!!!

every girl has a list of qualities they want in a guy, for example: 'i want a good listener, someone who treats me good, who tells the world im his girlfriend, goal oriented, family oriented..etc', but why is that we don't stick to our list? we find a guy that has not even one quality we like because he 'makes us feel good at times', and because everyone says 'you'll never find him, no one is perfect'. we end up settling for what at a point 'felt good', then when its gone, we learn to stay! i agree no on is perfect, but like someone told me, 'i'm not perfect sometimes turns out to an excuse'. why not date the guy we always wanted to? why not get the job we would like to have? or finish the career we always wanted?

why is it that we lower our expectations or settle for less? lets grab up on hope and do what we want to, or wait for that person that never makes us feel like were just an option! because we deserve it, and the minute someone tells us 'its not possible' we tell them 'why not?'. there's a lot of people out there that are happy, and accomplished many things they once wanted to accomplish! and we will too! it takes courage to stick to your needs, and at times we have to let go of our wants!

because what we deserve is what we always felt we did, and if we deserve it, we will have it. <3

R.I.P

its one of those nights where i hear the echo of your laugh, and i picture your smile. i get this warm feeling in my chest to remember your no longer here. im learning to accept it, but when i realize its almost a year i try to believe it was just yesterday when i seen you girls in my car. the wind blowing and the music making us dance, it was just a couple of months when you told me that you were glad you had moved in. you said i had it all, that you wished you had the life that i have. i realize that god sent you in my life to value mine. i know you're not gone because you live in my heart each and every day, both of you, Karla and Cindy. august is just around the corner, and i cant help to want to go back to time and hug both of you, and share my love. only god knows,....is what keeps me strong. i can smell your scent when i wake up every morning like i did when you slept next to me, and every time i leave my house i hear you telling me 'have a nice day at work'. when i choose my cup, i grab your favorite because i always served you soda in it, damm i miss you. i know you hear me when no one else does, and i know you still are proud of me, you always were,...its just one of those nights, were i feel you next to me. one sweet day, ill see you girls, but until then....dont leave my side, laugh with me when no one does<3 i'm trying,....because of you two. no longer do i have 2 angels, but 3, with my paul<3 ily guys each and everyday!


r.i.p karla, cindy , paul<3

in silence....

most of the time i over think things, and that's one of the reasons why i love to write. thoughts that dont allow my mind to be in silence...' and i wonder at times why do i think so much?

last night i was out in a crowd but yet, i seemed so alone. a crowd, average of 60' people. but in a full of people i was sitting alone. my mind was in silence, and it felt so good. in the moment i though of nothing! in that night 3 people came up to me telling me :

'i admire you, you inspire me...you're a strong person',

'you're my sister, my best friend and i wouldn't trade you for anything, you've helped me become a better me, and you've gotten me closer to god, thank you!'

'thanks to you, Ive learned to forgive'

this speeches came into my ear down to my heart, when you feel you've failed to the world, but yet people see your mistakes as an 'inspiration'. life gave me a second chance, another reason to be here. at times i wonder myself, 'wow, I'm making it, how?', i look up to the sky with wonder and suddenly i hear a whisper in my ear, 'Ive helped you, you haven't done this alone..you've never been alone'. in this moment i come to a scene of silence, where the whole world stops turning, when my mind is in silence and my heart beats faster. a moment in where its just me, god and the world. when every sound fades, and i can only feel the breeze! in silence, my thoughts stop, and i can only smell, and feel. with no wonder, with no worry and just hope. its the best moment in my life<3

a lesson in life...

like every movie carries a message, every experience teaches you a lesson. sometimes we dont acknoledge it, but the message is there. live and learn.


like a bird, you never know where i came from....and u never see when i leave♥ but when it is around...its presence will give u the best warmth feeling.

dont ever get too comfortable with anything, because when you least expect it you will see it vanish from your side.

whats done is done, not stressing about the things that cant be changed anymore, instead grabbing up to faith and letting go of regret.

you can't try proving the world 'wrong', if you haven't done the 'right' things.

a succesful life, isnt about the career you have , or the money and car you own, is the happiness and joy u get while doing everything!

things get planned out with time, sometimes we just have to enjoy the day and worry a lil about tomorrow,

at the end,everything is a learned experience.as much as we get hurt,&hurt others,our happiness is what matter the most.do waht makes u happy.♥

life isnt about the places you go, or the people you meet;its about the feelings those people bring you wherever you go

to give without fear, is the most courageous beautiful feeling.

Holding up your tears doesn't mean your strong, sometimes accepting that you need to be weak is the strongest thing to do.

if you dont like it, misplace it, or replace it ;)

Some girls crave for attention, while others just get it with no intention!!

Some people waste so much time trying to create themselve, instead of taking the courage to be themselves! Be courageous!

dont waste your time, with someone who isnt worth the time; instead take the time to value and appreciate your life♥ time is limited, spend it wisely.

unconditional love.

love:: 1.A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.

when we think of love, first thing that comes to mind is our 'significant other, partner, that person we all are waiting for..'. Saturday night i was at a family party, and like always i observed my family. i looked at my aunt, beautiful strong great mother. then i caught eyes on my uncle, i realized that the love in this picture, was in every individual. for example; my aunt whom loved my uncle has been through everything in her marriage. deep inside of her i seen into her soul, a lady that after all and everything never gave up. she didnt give up because of 'love'. this love wasnt any longer based on my uncle, her husband; but it was based on her family. as we grow out of our teen years we are all waiting for love' some find this love before they even get out of high school! but if u really sit and analyze life, love is born with us, because behind every person there is a mother who did everything in he power to bring us into this world.
as for me, i got to witness it; when we have our first child we get introduced to this love again. not that i am a mother, but i realized that when you have your child, you no longer look for this love, you feel it.<3 that boy or man we were once was crazy about has no longer the same affection in us, we are introduced to love' itself.

love is feeling all this ' deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward ' ourself. (inner love) those who are around us, see it and experience it. they become companions to our love' and when we reproduce one of our own(child) , they are welcomed in life with love';love that came from us.


partial credit to someone who inspired me to write a lil more! (tony) lol :)
told you i would do it :)

iQuote.

god gave us pain to gain strength.

its good to dream; but its bad to not act upon our dreams<3

I'm not scared of love anymore; I turned that betch into my slave ;)

If you break my heart; I will glue it back with cement and make it stronger. Ill decorate it with glitter because it'll be worth more.

whats worse, being blind and living with hope, then to see ignore whats hopeless and still expect good out of it?

your mind knows whats right for you, but your heart lacks the courage to do so; high expectations soon turn to hopeless thoughts

in this world ive noticed you cant always satisfied others; always make sure that before u try to make others happy, your happy first.

ONE IS VALUED NOT BY THEIR MATERIALISTIC BELONGINS OR CAREER, BUT THEIR VALUED BY THE HONESTY & LOVE THEY GIVE THEMSELVES &OTHERS.

Love' has a best friend, her name is 'pain' in order to get to 'love' you have to go through her bestfriend first (pain).

Things are meant to happen when they do; the best you can do is accept it and realize that although its hard it will only make you stronger

Forget about the butterflies in your stomach; when u feel like your in top of the world...that's the best feeling!

There's just something I'm missing this night/mayb bcuz ur out of my sight; or maybe the starts rnt that bright/this feelin isnt right if your not by my side.

The worst pain is to see those who you love in pain

Be your word;there isn't any worst disappointment than the failure of your own word.

fear.

we all have lived fear once in our life...from having fear to a situation, an event or maybe even a feeling. sometimes our experiences lead to this fear; for example having a dysfuctional family where parents are constantly fighting or getting seperated, or having a parent leave us when were kids, grows a fear in love. because weve seen only bad things happening through out or child hood that we dont expect good overcomes in our lifes. ive learned that many people are scared of love or commitment because a parent may have failed in that certain area.
what many people dont know that in order for things to go different, we have to break the cycle. we need to take the courage to let go of fear and welcome new feeling into our life.

fear gets in the way of the good anf if the bad inteferes walk over it and wait for another to happen.

so i say.....lets let go of fear, lets trap it in a jar, and let out the beautiful butterfly that has been trapped and its ready to explore new feelings. because we deserve to feel' we deserve to be happy' we deserve to experience'.

and if things go bad, always remember that you took courage to do things youve never done before. what doesnt kills us only makes us stronger. its better to say ;i got hurt in the process of happiness then to say ive never tried.<3

sunday morning.

This morning, as i waited to open for work, I seen a guy in a wheelchair at 8 am ; this man had his legs cut off. It made me realized, how we sometimes wake up And complain about how we don't want to get out of bed; we complain about the simple things, when others wish they had what we have! Let's start being thankful for the simple things in life, for example, our legs,our sight/vision, the beauty of sound and smell; Instead of complaing about the car we drive, our bad cell phone reception, or any materialistic things! Let's enjoy life with out any exceptions! <3

Like a rock; I'm hard to break, but have u seen the inside of a rock!?Its beautiful...but only those who take the time to study it..see it

it seems as if every one is taking the 'victim'role in this movie; only the brave take the courage to do othersiwse and be a villlain<3 ;)

Sometimes making the biggest mistake of your life...let's go of fear; diminishing all the fears leaving you fearless.

god never leaves our side;sometime he lets us take charge..its like he knows we will have the strength and wisdom to fight strong.

Life isn't always 'painful';life isn't always 'beautiful'..but life will always be 'life'..live it! Be ready for the emotional changes!

When u drop off 'someone' why does the road back home seems so long? Because when you're with them..'Time doesn't exist' <3


I rather say'I've gone through the tears&pain'then say:'I've gone through nothing'. Because"nothing"doesn't make you,your experiences do<3

I thought replacing you was easy; until I found out you were just misplaced into my life.So I gave you a map and directed you out of my way

A smart ass says a lot; but a wise acts upon her silence<3

Wake up with your favorite smile; enjoy it, embrace it, flaunt it! Its the newest trend<3

Once you change your way of thinking, your actions will follow; it all starts in a steady mind!

Don't give someone your everything, because then your left with nothing!

Because I've failed, doesn't mean I'm a failure, it means that I risked to try. It means that the next time, I will try harder!

If you don't allow other to know your needs, your needs will never be met! .dl.

Worrying about the past is miserable, worrying about the future is destructive, worry about now and achieve greatness for tomorrow.

Only those who live the moment, can express the moment .dl.

Heaven didn't want to open the doors for me..not just yet! But while I was sitting in the waiting room..I realized that forgiveness was the Door to life again. When I opened the door, I realized that this is where I still want to be. My purspose is yet not completed! God is love!

SOMETIMES THEY PRETEND THEY DONT KNOW HOW 'GOOD; YOU ARE SIMPLY BECAUSE THEY WOULDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH SOMEONE AS GOOD!

Sometimes the perfect moment is the most imperfect moment! Don't wait to long waiting for it to happen, in the way you 'expect' it to happen

They don't want us females to all be the same? when they're game is just lame!

im the type to SHOW NO AFFECTION, GUARD HER HEART, AND SHOW NO WEAKNESS! BUT IF YOUR WORTH IT' ILL INTRODUCE YOU TO THE BEST OF ME'

SOME PEOPLE ARE MEANT TO WALK INAND OUT OFYOUR LIFE,BUT EVERYPERSON TEACHES YO A LESSON, EITHER BAD OR GOOD! ALL FOR A PURPOSE!