R.I.P

its one of those nights where i hear the echo of your laugh, and i picture your smile. i get this warm feeling in my chest to remember your no longer here. im learning to accept it, but when i realize its almost a year i try to believe it was just yesterday when i seen you girls in my car. the wind blowing and the music making us dance, it was just a couple of months when you told me that you were glad you had moved in. you said i had it all, that you wished you had the life that i have. i realize that god sent you in my life to value mine. i know you're not gone because you live in my heart each and every day, both of you, Karla and Cindy. august is just around the corner, and i cant help to want to go back to time and hug both of you, and share my love. only god knows,....is what keeps me strong. i can smell your scent when i wake up every morning like i did when you slept next to me, and every time i leave my house i hear you telling me 'have a nice day at work'. when i choose my cup, i grab your favorite because i always served you soda in it, damm i miss you. i know you hear me when no one else does, and i know you still are proud of me, you always were,...its just one of those nights, were i feel you next to me. one sweet day, ill see you girls, but until then....dont leave my side, laugh with me when no one does<3 i'm trying,....because of you two. no longer do i have 2 angels, but 3, with my paul<3 ily guys each and everyday!


r.i.p karla, cindy , paul<3